The spiritual people like to call it Negative Energy, while I like to call it being grumpy or in a foul mood. I wasn’t expecting some insect to bite my leg this week, infect me, ground me, and mess up my leg, which looks like a map of the Amazon jungle. So I’m in a bad mood. When that happens, the best thing for me to do is recognize that I’m in a bad mood and stay away from people.
I’m supposed to stay inside all day while the bites stop swelling and spreading, but that puts me in a worse mood.
Yes, I know it comes from early trauma, but who cares? I want it to be better. I can’t promise to be nice to the strange people who often send me annoying messages, like today when Dave messaged me to tell me I’m too close to the photos I take.
I started to say something nasty, but I caught myself and just messaged Dave, suggesting he wandered onto the wrong blog and should come back when he got some manners.
Then I knew I needed to pull back and tend to myself, so I am, along with my flowers and cameras, Maria is in her studio. They always make me feel good. I am chuckling at it now. But here are some photos, and yes, I was close, Dave, sorry. Blessings to you all.
So I stay away from people, keep to myself, and go outside for a few minutes to take photos and share them. Then I’m going to lie down a bit. I have to go to the pantry to take some pictures this afternoon, but I am unsure if I can. In the meantime, here are some images that will hopefully brighten your day and mine.
Wildflowers mingling with the ones I planted in my garden bed.
Donkeys make a great backdrop.